Wednesday, July 29, 2009

happy pills = happy life

hi friends...(my two).

i started back on the happy pills. and i am a MUCH nicer person. it really is quite amazing. remember a few posts back, i discussed how i had gotten off of them? well that last about...1 week. and my love and i decided that i really needed them. i am just not ready to have these full blown emotions EVERY day of my life. i literally cried EVERY SINGLE DAY. so...with that said, i went back to the drugs. hugs and drugs. that is my motto.

on another note, my love and i are starting grief counseling tomorrow. it's time. i have been ready for awhile, and finally he is also. so we talked to our pastor and his wife, and we will start tomorrow. i will let my faithful followers (all two of you) know how it goes. i am pretty excited about it actually. ESPECIALLY for my love.

have i mentioned that i am a step mom? well, i am...and the boys come home next week. i am SO pumped...i have missed them SOOOOO dang much. i just want to hug them all the time. i think we will start some traditions this school year...like slumber parties every friday night that they are with us...and stuff like that. it will be fun. and i need to show how much i love and appreciate them.

okay. that enough. for now friends....piiah!

molly

2 comments:

  1. I'm proud of you for moving forward into the counseling part of this entire process. I know it CAN'T be easy, but you have shown so much grace and class.... and I expect you will continue to do so, especially with the happy pills :)

    Love you friend!

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  2. Good call on the happy pills. After losing my grandpa, I don't think my grandma could've survived one minute without them (along with her faith and love of Christ). I will continue to keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers!

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